In this brief eternity...

OK this is happening WAY too fast…The nurse shocked me this afternoon with the days left gig and now her breathing is really shallow and there are what seem like too long of a pause between them. She can’t hold her eyes open or even talk now.

I just went in and told her that I loved her..I thanked her for an awesome life. Told her not to be afraid. We would miss her and that it was OK to go…I kissed her cheek and then balled like a baby. I’m really not sure how long she has left :-(